12:07 am.

FUCK!!!! damn it! i;m fucking pissed off at myself now!! >;[
sif it;s my fault!

9:47 am.

sigh....watever! dunno how to interpret all these......
should've really stayed out of it D:

11:47 am.

i feel much better now after talking to my beloved sis :) gonna go officework to print off the photos and then westfield for HBA~

my back hurt so much today, so was my tummy :( so i ended up didnt go gym today, but i sang for 2hrs+ as stomach exercise lol

as i mentioned in my previous entry, today i tidied up all those un-wanted clothes and stuffs. one of the most CLASSIC and INCREDIBLE item was THIS ONE! it's my bro's school bag back from macau! it has been at least 12yrs i think, and it's still in amazingly great condition :D   


it's frkn GUNDAM mannn~!!! everyone loves GUNDAM! i rmb when i was back in macau, mum bought this worth $500+ macau dollar (approx. AUD $168 at that time) GUNDAM toy for my bro >:[ and i was damn pissed off! he was only 5 that time! what a spoiled kid!


tmr, i'll start my mini ivy doll production Generation F :)

look what i found!!!! a gameboy game! it's frkn 15 yrs ago!!!! i'm an old lady. i love to keep everything lol even though it's rubbish in ppl's eye, it means something to me. it;s part of my story. the make-up of me. my bibliography.


it's all clean and good now :) i've wiped every single corner and inch of the wood and re-organised of all stuffs. incl lots of throwing away, giving ups... 

 
a clean working table =) dunno how long it will last, staying this clean :P


went K with meishan~ 5 hours was 当たり前 not enough!

guess helping rita doing her dolls has provoked my arty-farty side. the whole day, i've been thinking about all kind of possible ways of making my mini ivy dolls. in fact, my brain cells are burning. 

today helped rita finished making the dolls =) i'm happy with the work, though we could've made them better, i was too tired and a little dizzy, guess coz of low iron level :( and rita said i looked so serious when making the dolls, coz i dont talk when i work :P lol


look pretty much the same as the draft >:]


rita basically knows nothing about making-dolls/sewing, but she still tried to make something very unique and priceless for her very special someone. even though they are physically million miles apart, their hearts are together. looking at them, i reflect that back to myself, and i start to question...

maybe to you, i'm just a toy that entertains your life in australia, where you have all the time on earth to spare, so free, away from family. you can make up all kind of excuses not to send me msgs or keep in touch with me. but just bear in mind, i'm not those kind of girls that you can take for granted. if the calendar, the mini book, the cards that i made mean nothing much for you, please dont throw them away, give them back to me, very much appreciated.